Hi you! 🥰 Today I have spent some time together with my mum outside in this beautiful weather that we have gotten now for a couple of days 😁 I feel almost like a bear who is awakening from its long slumber.
During the darker times of the year, my energy gets very low and I’m often fighting against anxiety and depression during these times. It doesn’t matter how positive my mindset is during the autumn and how excited I’m to decorate both my garden and inside our house and make it warm and cozy. Or the shift in the air when another smell is taking place outside and the air gets so fresh and ”crispy”? And don’t forget about all the beautiful colors that nature creates! All of this and much more, and still my anxiety is knocking me on my shoulder to let it be heard once again. So it’s easy for me to say that the winter is quite hard for me.
I’m often getting much more isolated and rarely want to meet people because I feel like my level of energy isn’t enough in comparison to many of my friends and the last thing I want is for them to feel low too when being around me…my biggest wish is that people feel good around me!
But now when everything is coming slowly back to life again I am too slowly coming back to life in a way. And for that, I am truly thankful! ❤
This isn’t a rare thing, to have all these feelings. It’s more common than you probably know and for you who recognize yourself in all this maybe. It doesn’t even have to be during the darker seasons of the year but instead, you maybe get these feelings during spring. If so that’s normal too. But remember if you feel like it’s getting out of your hands, talk to those around you. And dare to reach out to your friends and family and don’t let these feelings control you like it has for me. We need to talk more about these things in life. I’m still learning myself. But do remember; you are strong and not alone! ❤💪
Me and mum taking a walk in the wonderful sunshine! We ”climbed” upon a big rock and sat down for a little while and just talked and enjoyed the view with an open field in front of us 🌞 That’s true medicine for your soul!
Hi you! 😄 After Sunday’s adventures, I’ve been sooo tired and a bit low to be honest…It’s not that I’m sad for what came through or such, but it’s like all my energy went to getting these answers so now I’m drained of all my energy and have to rest a bit and just be a little for myself for a few days to load my batteries ❤
These days I have tried to only do things that make me feel good. Most of the time has been spent outside in my garden. We have gotten ourselves a table from Kevins Auntie Ulla who sadly passed away early this year. This table has been standing inside her storehouse (I don’t know for how long though) but it looked like it needed a bit of love. And I saw the potential of a cozy little cafe table ☺️
So the last few days I’ve been scraping off the white color and sanded the table so that I can finish it all with a dark brown wood varnish 😁
Psst!
A couple of weeks ago, I wrote on the blog about a video blog that should have been uploaded a long time ago now, why isn’t it up yet? That’s because the editing program that a used back then worked pretty well until I was about to upload it as I said. The sad part was that it ended up with a huge watermark right in the middle of the screen…😓 So I felt that I just couldn’t upload that video.
Instead, I have been searching for a new editing program without a huge watermark! 😉 And I think I have found it! 😀 So what I want to tell you is that I have been recorded a lot these days too and started editing so hopefully there will be a video up soon after all and if everything goes my way! 🥰
Hello, my friends! 👋 I’ve been quite busy this weekend I have to say but in a good way. This Saturday we drove to Karlstad (125 km from our city Mariestad). It was Kevin, Joakim, Arvid, and my mom and I. Full car, haha 😜 We all visited their big shopping center. I mostly just enjoyed looking around in the different stores but I did find something I have been searching for for a while so I couldn’t resist buying…I’m very fond of copper-colored hair but those of you who also like to color your hair in red tones have probably experienced that the red tones don’t last very long. And you don’t want to color your hair too often because of the color treatment that isn’t very nice to your hair. Therefore I have found this color conditioner that renews your hair color without damaging it, aaand that’s what I bought. Short story long…😅
Here you have the color conditioner 😊
When we began to feel done with shopping we all went to Pizza Hut to get something to eat. At this point, I think all of us were very hungry. I for one always gets a little grumpy when hungry…so for me and everyone else, it’s good if it doesn’t have to be too long between the meals…😝
I was so hungry so when my pizza came my first thought wasn’t to take a picture of it if I say so. The picture came after I have gotten I few bites 😉 It was so delicious!
Also, I have gotten my new mobile phone! It’s the Samsung Galaxy s22 ultra! So I played around a bit with the focus and such. I’m so used to have a Samsung Galaxy s8+ so this is a big step forward for me even if the s8+ wasn’t bad either. But I have wished for a better camera for years now but my economical situation hasn’t allowed it, until now. I see it as a big investment for me to be able to take better pictures of my jewelry and also start making some small video blogs too, what do you think about that? Would you like me to start making videos too and if so, in what language? Swedish or English? 😊 (comment down below!)
My new mobile 😄
After the pizza, we drove home again to prepare for the Swedish melody festival on TV ☺
Sunday
The next day it was time for my mum, my friend Therese and me to meet a medium who can tell us what past life experiences we have inside of us.
I understand if this is a bit too much for some of you and maybe you don’t believe in these things. If so I ask you to read this with an open mind or you can just keep on scrolling 😊
For us, this was a very emotional meeting. So many things fell into place. Things I have been doing all my life and never understood why, I finally understood. These are things that should be impossible for a person you’ve never met before to know about you. I finally understand why I felt these things all my life and why I’m drawn to certain things in life that don’t always match up with what society wants you to do. Short version: I’m a veery old soul.
If you live in Sweden and are interested in finding out these things for yourselves I really recommend you to meet Andrea who can help you find out your past lives or give you healing or meditations ❤ You can find her on Facebook under the name ”Healing for Hjo” or click on the link below ⤵
In between the sessions, Therese and I went together with a friend of hers to a cozy little café at the time my mum talked to Andrea.
I took this delicious little thing! 😋 It was I think like a pannacotta or ”cooked cream” with raspberry and lime flavor. It was really a dessert in my taste because it didn’t get too sweet but instead very fresh, especially with the taste of lime! 😁
Therese took a ”hallongrotta” which means ”raspberry cave” in English (the cookie to the left👈) and a salted caramel cookie to the right 👉
We walked through the park in Hjo to get to the café and I couldn’t resist to stop for a second to take a picture and show you all! This city has so many beautiful houses!! I love all those details and everything. It’s almost like tiny castles 😜
I mean LOOK!! 😍
Yes, that will have to be all about my weekend! Thank you all for an amazing weekend and I wish you all a great start to the new one!
Hi! Yesterday I was away together with Kevin to our friends Inger and Tina. Inger work as a medium so we met over a ”Fika” and later we talked about the future. Inger can get a glimpse of the future and sort of guide you to where you are supposed to end up in life and give you keys to unlock new doors in your life maybe…
This can sound really crazy I understand that. And it can sound like a bit too much to be true. But if you took the time to let her speak of what she sees, you would probably be surprised by what she tells you. Things that should be impossible for her to know. This happened to my boyfriend Kevin. Inger told him things about his childhood that even he had forgotten about. But at that moment Inger explains he started to remember it again. Kevin was very skeptical about the ”spiritual world” before but after that meeting, he no longer could explain how Inger could know all those things. Things he hasn’t told anyone except those who are not on this earth anymore. So that’s when he started to believe that there must be something more out there.
In the end, we took a look at her angel cards (I’m unsure if that’s the right word for it) oracle cards? Anyhow, you take out 3 cards without looking at them. The cards will present your past, present, and future. And here’s what I got.
Dare
”Take a risk and begin your journey towards your heart’s biggest desire!”
Guardian
”You and your loved ones are safe and spiritually protected.”
Inner Wisdom
”You know what you should do. Trust your inner voice and go for it without hesitation”
Are there more people out there who believe in a life after death? If so, what made you believe in it?
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